someone to hold
someone to hold me close
someone to kiss
someone to kiss me off my feet
someone to touch
someone who can't keep his hands off me
someone to love
someone who'll love me back
utopia

From here to eternity
I'm loving you
to eternity and beyond
I'll remember you.
 From start till yesterday
you loved me back
today and forevermore
I'm standing alone.
Still loving me.

The silence

The silence hurts my ears
I'm silently crying
wiping away my tears
slowly withering away, dying

I'm not me anymore
just a replica forevermore

Before there were beautiful dreams
the loveliest of all
now all I get is nightmares
making me fall
haunting me to the oblivion

Pretty clouds and silverlinings
on someone else's sky
just thunder and lightnings
making mine briefly bright

I'm not me anymore
just a replica forevermore

Before there were beautiful dreams
the loveliest of all
now all I get is nightmares
making me fall
haunting me to the oblivion

Darkness, hear me out
no more dreams to break, no reason to shout
no reason to stay here and now
lead the way, I will follow

I'm not me anymore
just a replica forevermore

So tired, so torn
finding a reason to exist
can't take it anymore
life's making me sick

So down, so blue
asking myself why
I stare at the moon
the stars and the sky

Finally I sense it coming
numbness easing my pain
falling to the mercy of oblivion
I'm safe and away from the rain

Forgive me Father
I have sinned
forgive me Mother
I'm unclean

I've lost all hope
written the note
saying goodbye
to you and to the Devil hi

You might win
a chance to save me
free my soul from sin
to rescue me

One question is bothering me
help me, tell me
where fallen angels hide
where they go to die

only the last look
before you leave
the last kiss
and you are gone

I wait the door to slam
before I scatter
to pieces of glass
that falls on the floor

piece by piece
I repair myself
glueing together
splinters of my soul

your look
didn't shatter me
your kiss
didn't entirely break me

like Fenix from ashes
I'll straighten my feathers
I become whole
and I flourish

I drown my sorrows

I drown my sorrows
deep into your eyes
seeing a reflection of me
crying a sea of silence
I see the end of me

The end of me
the end of sorrows
the end of all the pain

I drown my sorrows
deep into your touch
kissing your delicious lips
leaning to your chest
I feel the end of me

The end of me
the end of sorrows
the end of all the pain


The end

waiting for you to come
my saviour, my knight
with horse as black as night
take me with you into the darkness
show me your worlds blackness
drown me in your eternal love
make me immortal, just like you are
bite me a little, bite..
make me your bride
don't hesitate anymore
together my love
forevermore